Saturday, April 25, 2009

Make a note!:

I'm not being some life-pompous git. My brain just thinks things through and through and through. I mean, I've never had an "other". I'm just here to post what I think is really real.

Fear without Loathing

Our battle rages on. Everything you do is only important to you, your friends, family, and the person standing next to you.

I was thinking, this night, what it means to see an incrdible picture and truly wish to be there. For example:

Fucking incredible, yes? But wanting to be there entails walking through the streets with a sense of unfulfilment. Unfulfilment because you really want to be where the photographer is. That way, you're truly experiencing the moment you had concieved in your brain.

To truly experience a moment.

Is that not what it's all about? Physical and mental realisation of being alive in a moment. (My writing here is slow, to be delivered with a deliberate impact. Imagine, if you will.)

Unfortunately, to realise you are in a moment is to observe the moment and thus to be separate from the moment.
Here, the argument may split in two: Why should we have to be aware that we are experiencing our moment? Why ruin that moment with such awareness?
On the other hand, how do we know we are experiencing a moment, and thus aware that we are alive and not following a dictated path?
Is to truly experience a moment to share a deep connection within two people that tells them their subconscious is aware of the moment, without the need to express it through words or conscious realisation?

Such things are beyond worth.



How often can you come across such a moment?

Saturday, January 24, 2009

It occurs to me that you can only truly experience happiness if you share it with someone. Really and truly.

You could spend your life achieving and perfecting your goals, and sure, you might get to know about some people along the way, but you really can't be a happy person without really knowing at least one person. Happiness is the shared experience. As soon as you find out something funny, you begin to think "I hope I get to tell someone about that."

To most people this is just natural but I've been thinkning about it and what it means to have a friend to share things with, and I've just been overcome with a renewed sense of love for my friends, because they really are so important to my life. It's just a great thing to have the enlightenment and realisation of such a thing.